After a much needed vent and 5 hour nap, I'm feeling better. And I pumped out 6 ounces this evening! I've realized that pumping every 3 hours or so isn't my boob's thing. Pumping 3-4 times a day is what's best for me. Yeah, my boobs are huge, sore, and engorged, but I get a lot more milk a lot faster. Now it's not something I'm going to do a lot, simply because engorged boobs are no fun. And 6 ounces is probably my daily average milk yield. But it seems like a lot for one sitting. It's psychological, since I have a habit of mind fucking myself.
And I've realized that I have formula. If I need to, I'll supplement. He pukes less with just breast milk, but I gotta do what I gotta do, right? I can't be expected to take care of them, if I can't take care of myself. Definitely less stressed now. Now, when I need sleep, I don't feel trapped by my pump. I can sleep, then supplement if I need to. Hopefully I won't need to, but it's an option.